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It had been an awesome past weeks I had. Had a workshop for 4 days, 9am to 6pm initial thought was SIAN, no mood to go but at the end of workshop I wasn’t feeling like that because this had been the BEST ENRICHING WORKSHOP I ever attend. On top of that I ACTUALLY PASS MY ASSESSMENT TO BE A MENTOR, this make things even happier for me. After the whole thing, I had this thought haha reflecting again since travelling to school duration is long to make me reflect.
I used to hate my school due to bad reputuation, and I really do not want to attend school, however this mindset changed ever since I am enrolled and go through the first semester and the workshop. Im really thankful for the awesome opportunities that school has given me, really I have nvr expect myself to be a mentor, I have nvr expect myself to be so open etc. Im proud to be this school student and I just wanna say it is isn’t as bad as I thought. THANK YOU SO MUCH SCHOOL:D
my holidays are awesome, just had karaoke and birthday dinner today, a wedding lunch tmr, frankly speaking I love going wedding parties:) Just like it when I see the lady donning on her wedding dress is so beautiful:) and the next monday to wednesday will be class chalet and Sunday Im off to spain:)
I wish I had the guts and courage to talk to you but it seems like whenever I see you I would just avoid, an awkward moment just now, pretending to use phone.
Okay this is my 3rd time of the day writing reflection journal but im still writing:D
I have just gone through the first day of mentoring workshop, is kind of fun but tiring. It is kind of tough too. After today I actually ponder whether I can do it or not. Im so afraid of that. I hate the part where I always have low self confidence in whatever I do. I need boost this seriously.
Okay short post today.
Just wanna say my awesome holidays are here:)
My holidays are filled up with awesome activities that there is no more room for it:)
Dinner gathering, Mentoring training, Secondary class BBQ, Volunteer work at Science centre, class chalet and lastly my 10 days trip to SPAIN:) HAHA can’t wait for it! On top of that the daily stuffs that I do: Watch drama, read novels, accompany mum to go out wherever she go. The best thing is I have lots of family time and alot to catch up with them since sisters and I are like having our holidays with the teacher day holidays and etc
Okay time for my long winded post. Just some reflection again on few stuffs
UT3 had ended so that marks the first semester of my poly life, time really flying fast isn’t it? I had a wonderful fulfiling first semester thansk to W47G peeps. And i think after going to poly my thoughts really change alot in a way that I never study that hard even when I was in secondary school however for my final tests for this semster I actually mugged for 2 freaking weeks with day and night studyin I wasn’t like that in the past. Probably because my bad results has taught me a lesson and I do not wish to disappoint my parents and for my future sake. Okay here is my one month of holidays so im just going to make use of this break since I do not need to revise anything:) I believe my second semester will get tougher and Im goin to face difficulties in studies but I really hope to have a class like I had (W47G). I need people like that play hard work hard I love these kind of people they will keep me motivated. Nonetheless, I hope I have the drive of attaining good grades for next semester and wont give up.Im rather fortunate in my first semester I actually find someone who always nvr fail to motivate me and I need somone like her Im actually feeling so fortunate to know her.:)
I came to realise the words like ”death, die” and that particular hospital name becomes really sensitive to me. Yes it is and is just remind me of sister and im just so guilty for not cherishing her till she left us. The living room used to filled with her laughter tears and she was just like a baby that everyone need to care. But whatever I was thinking at that age was crap and ridiculous and I can’t take back anything. Therefore perhaps sometimes in life we need to lose certain things, we get to learn something. However this LOSE is just too big for us to take it, just like losing a loved one and you will learn the lesson of cherishing people around you. The thought of death, die just remind me of her and makes me feel the regretful and guilitiness I had. They say time will heal all wounds but will it even happen? I would rather wish the clock would turn back and I had those times again and defintely treating her with a different attitude.Even up till now I sometimes could not accept the fact she left us.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE:) CHEERS:D GOOD NIGHT!
Trying to do homework on your bed
Trying to do homework at your desk
every attempt fails.
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